...but the world shall end when i forget

 i have dreams of car crashes and lightning strikes, anything that would take my inconvenience off of your hands. i'm weak, you're still holding me up by a few threads on my limbs. they're all connected to my heart because i cut them from the ties on my brain. in my dreams you eat me alive, but i never mind the sight of the blood. eyes empty, but i know deep down there's a person trapped inside. to reach out and pull you in would kill me but i'd be alright with it. you think i look dead anyway. i could prove i'm not, but you wouldn't look my way long enough to give me a chance.