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[splatpro]

the tremors in my hand are back. somehow they coincide with episodes very often. it has to be some kind of symbolism, losing a part of yourself for a brief while and merely watching it happen. knowing a past mistake will forever remind you that it's still paying rent. letting it all go and knowing other people can see. i'm well versed in the ruse.
sometimes, i swear i can feel my knees start to go numb when i cross a busy street. maybe its wishful thinking. maybe an omen. time will tell.

until the sun goes black,
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